The "In" Crowd

I know it's supposed to be somewhat therapeutic to blog. It's an opportunity to say what's on your mind and get some things off of your chest. But it can be so lonely. You write and write and don't even know if anyone is reading or even gives a rat's arse about any of it.

I also think that my writing needs some help. I seem to be tying too hard to find topics which would interest anyone or that anyone would care about. I may have lost the whole meaning to this.

I have also noticed that once you get in a "click" of bloggers everyone passes around your blog and you'all converse back and forth. It makes writing something somewhat meaningful. I have begun to feel as if I need to be "in" a blogger click.

The few that have posted a comment, post annoymous. What? Does the fact that you read my blog makes your's less of one?

So, I am thinking of giving it up for a while. If I return, I'll change the name and make my profile annoymous and generic. That way I can really post the "stuff" that happens in my life good, bad and naughty. You know they say sex sells. Not saying that it would be like a steamy novel, however I might be able to write some thoughts without inhibition since no one I know will have access to this new site.

Giving it some thought.