Fuel

I think it it somewhat true, the more pain you feel may make you a better writer. In my most heart wrenching, soul searching moments I did some of my best writing, ok, maybe not the best but I was most inspired to write. Now that I am no longer in that one particular place not only do I write less, if at all, I feel so uninspired. Happiness is inspirational however it doesn't give me the same fuel that being unhappy does.

I may be putting too much pressure on myself to produce a thought provoking piece when I only started this as a journal. I have had a hard time balancing work and my personal life. I used to spend some of my down time writing now I spend it with someone. I used to spend some of my time feeling lonely now I feel loved. I haven't lost me and what I like to do, I just have shifted gears and am getting used to the new ride.